December 2010
16 posts
Not been blogging a lot recently
because i’ve got myself a fella. Yep a real guy. I pretty much live at his house, I haven’t slept at home in a week. I really like waking up to him. He’s lovely and I’m happy.
Whoever says its hard to lose weight...
is an idiot!
Lost another 2 pounds.
2 to go then 8 an a half stone!
joeyblack asked: dont worry then
Time to start acting 19 and not 91! Finished my essays and time to party! See my man and just have a good old time!
Not one person asked if I was okay. Not even the person who is meant to be my best friend. Replaced.
joeyblack asked: txt me sometime stupid!
It's funny.
I went into the back of someone elses car today, very minimal damage, the guy was polish and told me not to worry about swapping insurance, probably a really nice guy or just no insurance or didn’t want to deal with a crying apologising mess. But when i got back in my car, I wanted to call someone to tell them what had happened and to be a pathetic mess too. I then realised I had no one to...
Dear you,
I miss you. I miss the person I knew. The person i felt safe with, safe to tell my stories, my funny moments and my insecurities too. I bonded with the person i thought, I think, you are. You made a mistake. You lied to protect me or yourself, i’m not entirely sure. But your lie hurt me. You tore the ground straight from under my feet. I don’t have many people in life I...
Did you a favour...
cause your not man enough to do it.
Fuck being nice anymore.
Boo Fucking Hooo
Give a shit.
You know that I could use somebody.
BMI-19.7
I’m healthy!
On a better note
I lost 3 pounds. Another 3 and i’ll be at my ideal weight. The gym everyday does work.
I knew
I wouldn’t be missed, I knew i’d be forgotten.
I knew you’d stop caring whether my feelings got hurt.
Thats why I shut down. So I could know. So you could do it all.
Not even worth treating with respect anymore.
I suppose thats what I deserve.