January 2010
50 posts
I want to say
I miss you.
I want
my heart to beat for you again.
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Dry
skin on my forehead!
Ladies help! How the fuck do I get rid of this?
General
Right before I start writing I just want to say this isn’t aimed at anyone in particular, it is just a rant about what i’m seeing from day to day from people. If you do think it is aimed at you. Don’t email me being a little bitch about it. If you think it’s about you then you need to take a good long look at yourself to see what you’re doing wrong, cause you...
Cleaning
my house today. So tempted to go to cambridge.
Should I?
Today
I found some old emails. It was like being punched in the chest.
Seeing those words.
I did the wrong thing with them but I needed the person to see them.
To feel it as much as I felt it.
Now i’m going to delete them.
This evening I will remove the reminders and start a fresh.
Crimewatch
why do people do it? How can you murder or rape someone….I really don’t get the mentality of people who can do that.
harleypethybridge:
When i’m out on a driving lesson, i hate other cars coming up behind me. Why is everyone in a rush
You’ll get it when you pass your test.
Last night
I can’t stay over you, it seems we tried forever but can never get away from here. Just one more try and guessing you are over me. Guess it’s bad for me.
Today
is hard.
9am bad news.
I said
goodbye.
When it rains,
it pours.
Tea
I stopped myself from eating pizza and made myself a cup of tea.
Bad mood. No texts. No hearts.
So
say a prayer and i’ll be there, by your side.
I hope
you find your way back home.
Commitment
6 people turned up for my college class today, me included.
Warning
before the idiot inside me takes over. I’m trying to cause arguments for no reason. In some stupid mood and I should go to sleep.
Ignore me.
Obsessed
with taking back sunday.
I can’t stop listening. I feel 14 again.
Just
You know when things just pile up and one little thing sets it all off.
I just burnt my finger.
Living life
without me.
I'm going to
Paint my room white.
Skype
thoselildoves
Add me
Don't
tell me.
I don’t want to know.
Ask me
Shit.
University
charliefackinchilds:
thoselittledoves:
Here I come, I’ve got 3 conditional offers
congratz!:) x
Thanks chicken! If I get my grades! Come hang out in cambridge!
University
Here I come, I’ve got 3 conditional offers
University
Here I come, I’ve got 3 conditional offers for ARU!!!!
When does it get better?
When does it stop?
Need a boyfriend
Fed up of lying around in my pj’s.
Need some motivation!!!
Dying
for a curry!
Fuck everything
my sister will be home today!!!
Why?
Why am I still so angry? Why can’t I get past this? and Why, lord, why did I let it get this bad?
I can understand why people die of a broken heart. It consumes every atom in your body, in my body. Food doesn’t taste the same. The sun doesn’t feel the same on my skin. Laughing doesn’t feel sincere. Life seems to pass me by and I’m bolted to the same position. In...
When
do I actually get to be happy.
I’m purely frustrated with everything.
The one person I truly trusted never to hurt me, did.
Does that seem fair?
I am tired of searching for the person I can fall in love with.
I’m giving up believing in love.
This year
I’m going to read a lot of books, widen my knowledge and experience and enjoy life.
I’m going to keep a list of the books I read and the new music I listen to.