February 2012
7 posts
Im doing alot bettter today.
Didn’t I give it all?
Tried my best?
Gave you everything I had,
everything and no less.
Didn’t I do it right? Did I let you down?
Maybe you got too used to having me around
Still how can you walk away from all my tears?
It’s gonna be an empty road
but i’m right here
But go on and take it, take it all with you
Don’t look back at this crumbling fool
Just...
Single again.
Watching my phone all day, in hope that he’d care. No text, no call. No care.
January 2012
33 posts
Packed my things. I’m ready to go now.
Im gunna show him what he is missing out on. I’m not playing your games.
He loves me, but he’s not in love with me. Could you carry on?
Stupid
You’re everything I thought you never were And nothing like I thought you could have been But still you live inside of me So tell me how is that You’re the only one I wish I could forget The only one I love to not forgive And thought you break my heart You’re the only one And though there are times when I hate you Cause I can’t erase the times that you hurt me And put tears...
Honesty
I don’t even know how many follow me, or even if anyone reads my posts.
I think i’m a skimmer, you know, the blogs you just skip over because it’s just self pitying jargon about how shit their life is and it’s just a waste of your time to read their attention seeking shit.
I don’t know whether my blogs are attention seeking, probably are. I don’t have...
Tired
Hold my hand while you cut me down It had only just begun but now it’s over now And your in the heat of moments with your heart playing up cold I’m between the middle watching hastiness unfold On my eyes your were smiling in the spotlight dancing with the night The night When I fell off your mind I’m tired of trying Your teasing ain’t enough Fed up of buying your time When...
I could sob.
It upsets me that after 12 months if being there and not wanting to go out and just stay with me, that when we are going through things, you decide you want to go out on the piss with your mates. Like my mind isn’t already going mad. You decide you want to be jack the lad again. Last time i trusted you, you let me down.
Is it right that everyday i feel unhappy. Even just for a second. I feel lost.
I Find it so difficult to understand parents that don’t support there children when they ask for help. I am so lucky to have my mum and dad. I wish others were so lucky.
Feeling better after a chat x
Only Hope
People ask why i have this tattoo’d across my toes.
It’s a reminder. For when the bad times creep up on you. Like an old friend you wanted to avoid.
In life you can only hope, only hope for better things and times. Its incredibly hard to stay optimistic when everything inside of you is drained. Then i look down and see ‘Only Hope’ faded on my chubby little toes as a...
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Tumblr you are shit. I have a message just don’t let me read it. Obviously didn’t want to anyway. I’m angry on the inside today. I look at everything and well i’m disappointed in myself. In everything. Its like eating food without any flavour. I don’t know how long i can keep going if nothing changes. God help me.
Fucking exhausted. I’m not me anymore.
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When did it get so bad.
Fucking bored
I’m a fat bitch am i? Well if you think that then fuck off and find someone that doesn’t repulse you.
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Ask me anything. Feel like some intense questioning. I’ll be honest.
Cant sleep
December 2011
31 posts
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Treated like a mug. All day everyday.
Love can be genuinely awful. Worse than the norovirus on a coach trip. When it goes wrong - and it usually does - it kicks a hole in your ribcage and voids its bowels in your soul. Get burned badly and from that point on, falling in love is like inviting a werewolf into your home: you sit there fascinated, watching it eat at the table and admiring your curtains. You make conversation and share...
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This is my 1000th post. Wow. I rant alot.
Friday night and im in the bath
Then getting ready for bed! Heaven.